Hi you guys.. Tyra Klouds here, I wanted to share with you my friends some of the things that where on my mind back when I was in High School,specifically a senior. This is actually an extract from my dairy that I thought was worth sharing, Who Knows maybe some one can benefit from my thoughts on what I thought back then.
“I guess yesterday was the first day or whatever of school, I don't really feel excited in fact i feel terrible ..there are some stuff i need to get done ,and for some reason crap just never ends ..
while i was in Egypt I had to attend a biology class like i knew nothing all the people in the class be giving great answers while i literally now nothing like i was travellig how am i supposed to freaking study while trying to enjoy my one last vacation, like that wouldn't make sense ...
i still need to get my crap together and manage my time a lil better ,also don't really know how to do that ...
i think it's probably gonna be harder to not compare myself to others this year ,,the reason being that i am already doing so .. it's hard to focus on yourself..i literally just want to graduate safely ..like mom was actually thinking about me getting the highest grades in the whole entire country .like hello .. that's some horrifying standerd right there...i think i rambled too much , might as well act like an excited student cuz what else should i do ...”
Alright that's clearly a high schooler writing there. I suppose this gives some what of a good idea about how my life was as a student. At the end of the year I did do well, I would never say that I did my best (that's a story for another day) but I did pretty good I mean I came out first in my patch scored the highest academically however, mentally to this day and as we speak I suffer the consequences of battling perfection and those are just like some viruses, invisible but deadly. It it not fare to talk about the good only or the bad only, so here's the good. I met some great people with some really interesting mindset.
And to talk briefly about my greatest mistake,
I believe that was not setting any personal mental lr emotional goals, I didn't focus on making new friends or building relationships or even making memories, the only thing high school is famous for.
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